I really don’t like when people say here goes nothing, because that’s never the case. It usually takes a lot of courage and determination to do whatever is followed by that phrase. So I always say here goes everything. Like tomorrow. I’m about to spill my guts to this boy who probably only wants to get something out of me and it’s going to be damn hard, but I know I have to do it. So I won’t say here goes nothing, because here goes everything.

how I show someone I have feelings for them: avoiding them and never talking to them ever

After getting so used to not having friends, it’s so weird to actually say that I do. Like today, not having to tag along to someone else’s plans, making my own, seeing my best friend after forever, I missed all of that. I like the way my life is going, I just wish my mother felt the same.